Thedarkone88

She's got eyes like earth and water A body made of heaven and hell Her soul a fire burning bright and hot But the shadows is where she dwells It can't rain everyday But it does in her world Only glimpses of sunlight through the clouds Another day, another struggle, another fight She's got the world in the palm of her hand But also resting on her shoulders A demon laughing in one ear With a lover's breath in the other One day, one hour, one minute One second…one breath of time She will survive… But will she live…

In a world of broken things With only the pain each day brings There was a rose the wind swept away Beautiful and remarkable in every way Torn from its home it twisted and tumbled Its brilliant crimson petals left to dry and crumble Broken and bruised it lay on barren ground Without a possibility of rebirth to be found Days turned to months and months into years The heavens flooded this empty land with its tears Mourning the loss of a single flower So small and tiny yet full of power More months went by and the rains did cease The sun rose again from its bed in the east This land now alive where there was only strife A single r

I was never looking for this never actively searching for a kiss but then it happened  and things went a miss another unhappy fairy tale ending He said he loves me as he holds me close but he isn't the person who I miss the most He is a him when I want a her So I just close my eyes...and away I turned so why cling on to petty feelings that were never truly returned in kind I'll settle for taking these steps and walking living one day at a time the ice in your eyes melted from the burn of your lips and all of the passion fell out of your kiss But I keep moving on Keep rolling on Days turned to weeks and months yet a year I smi

In a moment of great need You were supposed to be there for me Like a sheltering roof during a storm Like a blanket to keep me warm For years I had been the same for you Being nothing but absolutely true Through the laughter and despair even when you fucked up my hair But you've gone and turned away I still remember that day There were no smiles or warm embraces just shock and angry faces How many months had this been coming way before my talk of jumping I won't be your wind up toy Now, I work for my own joy So live your life and I will live mine So that I can be more than just fine I'll rise like a phoenix reborn And wash

I'll never be what you wanted Or all that you hoped for I can only live the life I was given create my own wind for these wings to soar Rainbows don't shoot from my finger tips But fire burns behind these smiling lips But you'll never see the true side of me Because you hide behind closed eyes It took white walls and doctors To open these doors again For the colors to stand out again I'm laughing loud can you hear it? Let it be clear I don't need your critiques I don't want you hand any longer So fade away please So I can burn these memories...

I remember howling at a moonless sky On a mountain not very high Queer people all around Yowling out the very same sound While there you confessed to me A secret that you struggled to keep I gave to you a secret in kind Would it be better now to just rewind? Rewrite all the things that were said and done Put away all the flirtatious fun Lock away the first kiss Along with all the love and bliss Forget your face and touch and smell Because remembering it all burns like hell You deny me the right to heal and regroup Despite that I've jumped through all of your hoops You've broken me down with names and slurs And I never let on

So the world went cold As you walked out the door No blankets can warm me I sit alone in the dark A broken hearted figure Dug deep into my chest When one step seems too much Moving on is an eternity The anger left a burning hole That tears are slowly filling This darkness won't lift And my brain won't sleep I know what I must do To take this next daring step But this heart keeps me back The hole is overflowing Banging my head against a wall Does nothing for this ache False smiles and reassurances Are lies I have to make I'll set this pace To a slow easy walk So that I may run again Light.

Remember the time you lied Just to get further inside My heart could have suddenly cried but now it's goodbye Maybe a see you later the future holds many unknowns But for now it feels like a crater has formed in all I have known I'm holding on to yesterday Not seeing tomorrow just yet Maybe in just one more day This broken heart with be set I ache to see you turn back Take hold of what we had Once we fix what we lack Maybe it won't be so bad

Where did you go? What have I done? Living an exiled life Under clouds of doubt and dismay Lips touching for only a brief moment When I would rather drink them in Punished. Behind this wall. Will it ever come down? Longing for touch and embrace For heat in these cold nights Love's passion still burns hot and deep Threatening to consume this sorry soul Is it fear? Is it anger? Or both twined Turning into a venomous snake That I created by my own hand Bitten and broken by my own creation A Bull is a stubborn thing That this Virgin took by the horns The starlit sky sparking with the battle A deadly dance begins Calm collected

Where has the sun gone? Behind a patch of clouds or brush? Maybe gone for the day? Has night taken over. I miss the burning fire All consuming Did it burn too brightly? I still have all my life to give I'll stand outside these gates Your looming tower walls I don't care how long it takes Come back to me My moods are no surprise I ride these waves in stride We never had it easy Our love a living controversy Unlock your gates for me It's getting cold outside I love you And I will keep knocking!

So there was this girl. Who lived in a place, where the sun never shone, the birds never sang, and no one ever smiled. She hated the way that she lived. And she wanted to move, as far away as she could get. But she knew of no such place. So she consulted the great and powerful, Lightman. The Lightman was the only person in her village that could tell her where this place of happiness that existed only in her dreams could be found. On her way to the Lightman, she saw a flower. She began to wonder how such a beautiful thing could could grow in such an ugly world. So she did what every other young girl would do, she picked it and decided that